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 Monday, February 17, 2003
( 12:40 AM )
Dear World, I still feel sick but last night I stayed up late arranging my new room. I put Willow and Tara (those are my rats, in case you forgot) next to my altar which I put on the north wall facing north. it's a good place for them because it's not near a window and rats don't like drafts. But it will be easy for them to learn about Magick by watching me. Speaking of Magick, tonight was a full moon and I did a ritual but I could not find any spells for world peace which is what I really want. I still don't know enough to write my own spells though so I stuck with what I had and ended up casting spells for love, beauty, and psychic power. I think they have all started working already! Well, I felt more beautiful the next time I looked in the mirror. Willow and Tara looked more beautiful too, although I don't know how much they care. Anyway I sat quietly meditating on my wishes and I realized that I have love, and that Damian actually is in love with me. So that makes me psychic that I know that. I'm not exactly in love with him, I mean not crushed out or anything at all. But I think I might give him another chance because the spirits say so and also because he is so digitally dexterous. Oh but I'm getting off track about how I couldn't find any world peace spells and when I think about it I've never seen or heard any Wiccans (or any pagans at all, for that matter) using their power for world peace. I have to look into it, I really hope there's no religion against it because right now especially, world peace is the most important thing in the world. But it bothers me that so many Wicca books I've read just talk about how to use your power to get what you want, and that seems wrong to me. Ok I am falling asleep but one last thing, i went to the big protest in SF today. It was so much quieter than the last one and it seemed like there were way less people. I thought it was maybe because the movement had shot its wad yesterday and couldn't get it up again in time for today. It turned out there were between 150 and 200 thousand people there though! That's a fuck of a lot of people. But I felt like we were kind of big dumb losers for having our march on the wrong day. But it did coincide with the full moon, just like the last one, so that's pretty cool.

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