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Saturday, July 13, 2002 ( 12:31 PM ) Dear World, Sorry I've been so lame about keeping you up to date on my incredibly fascinating life. Life has been posing some challenges to me lately and I've been spending so much time pondering that I haven't had time to explain myself to the world. The main thing is Kara: it suddenly occurred to me that she was a complete losing proposition. For one thing, she turned out to be not at all what i was looking for in a g/f in the first place: someone to make out w/me and be in my band and torture boys with me. Now that she doesn't want to do any of those things, I have to ask myself, What's the Point? The point is I got suckered in by the thrill of having my first girlfriend, and was blinded to the political brainwash to which I was about to be subjected. So... I did what any Brave and Responsible person would do: I blew her off in an email. Yes maybe that sounds cold, but at least I didn't string her along for weeks or months and then fade out of the picture like some people do. So... I am once again on my own but actually it's much better this way, I didn't like my behavior being so open to scrutiny. Ok the other hellish thing in my life is my crazy mother... just BARRAGING me with emails from her web-tv. Oh, not only that but I'm getting emails from all sorts of relatives trying to tell me that gay=evil. It seems as if Mom and all her cronies have set up some sort of email ring to discuss my alleged sex life. Great! I never should have gone to the dyke march. I had no intention of this little experiment of mine turning into a large-scale battle for my very soul! So, I am trying to lay low. And that's what's new for me, and now I have some copying to do at Kinko's before work, must go now.
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