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 Saturday, June 08, 2002
( 6:20 PM )
Dear World, Everything sucks. Well not everything. But almost everything! But before I go on to explain about my sucky life, I have to tell you before I forget: remember Pete got arrested? They brought him to jail. They let him have one phone call. Who do you think he called? Me, that's who! The guy's a fucking psychopath. He was crying and saying he was sorry for calling me names and couldn't I just come see him, etc. etc. I informed him that I was not his friend, I was just some girl he had made out with a couple times, and he needed to learn the difference. Then he started calling me names again. So I hung up. And that was that... I haven't heard from him since, but I think I should be careful since I'm sure he got out of jail as soon as he called his mother. If they let him make another call. Maybe I'll go get myself a gun. Oh, but I was going to explain my sucky life. Right. Well, it appears that Damian kind of likes me more than I like him. I mean, I do like him and everything, but not in a romance sort of way. So we were lying in bed after fucking for, oh a couple hours, and he turned over and started stroking me on the belly (which was nice) and he dropped the bomb: he'd had a crush on me for months. That is BAD! That means I am not only using him to divert attention away from Shawn's evil accusation against me, but also that I might end up really fucking with his head and hurting him, and that will make me a bad person with bad karma and questionable morals. I don't want to hurt him because I like him. Just not in the same way as how he likes me. So I have to think of what is the ethical way to deal with this situation. Oh, but the other thing is that during that same conversation he dropped another bomb: Shawn has told everyone that I am in love with him, and not only that but that he thinks I am "ditzy." THAT FUCKER! I'll get him!!! I must plot my revenge. I can't believe he is saying those things about me, they are totally 100% untrue.

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