tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492Sun, 05 Oct 2008 05:27:14 +0000...home of dystopian ramblings, deep philisophical rumblings, and obsessive musings.http://www.jennacide.com/noreply@blogger.com (jenna)Blogger74125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-4512950503058349006Sun, 05 Oct 2008 03:58:00 +00002008-10-04T22:27:14.143-07:00it's been a long time since i wrote anything here... la la la, let's see what's changed. i am soooooooo fucking tired, that hasn't changed. another thing that hasn't changed is that i haven't gotten any further on megan's video. i'll tell you why. it starts with that freedom center party that only freedom center people came to where that turned out to be a good thing because half of us are http://www.jennacide.com/2008/10/time-to-update-my-blog.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-3077577924677843221Fri, 03 Oct 2008 18:41:00 +00002008-10-03T11:42:13.942-07:00Get the latest news satire and funny videos at 236.com.http://www.jennacide.com/2008/10/gywo-bailout.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-7927016979023186486Sun, 28 Sep 2008 02:16:00 +00002008-09-27T19:17:18.261-07:00Dear American: I need to ask you to support an urgent secret business relationship with a transfer of funds of great magnitude. I am Ministry of the Treasury of the Republic of America. My country has had crisis that has caused the need for large transfer of funds of 800 billion dollars US. If you would assist me in this transfer, it would be most profitable to you. I am working with Mr. Phil http://www.jennacide.com/2008/09/faux-spam-making-rounds.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-9196966955178978445Tue, 23 Sep 2008 14:46:00 +00002008-09-23T07:46:38.205-07:00sadly there was no video of me hooping w/bucket bennie... but it was a transformative moment. looking for an actual recording of him so i can piece something together using his music instead of a substitute like i used here. http://www.jennacide.com/2008/09/freedom-center-party.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-9087814806759012932Sat, 20 Sep 2008 16:46:00 +00002008-09-20T09:48:50.106-07:00deathhampshire collegenorthampton MAhoopingpoicrashi was channelling my departed friend melissa last night when i made this & i dedicate it to her & all her loved ones. i don't really think i can channel, but as i've been going a bit psycho in general the impossible has become possible. anyway it's my first hooping/etc video that i actually like at all... a dance for missy from Jenna Wikler on Vimeo.http://www.jennacide.com/2008/09/dance-for-missy.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-4579413244485496057Thu, 18 Sep 2008 17:39:00 +00002008-09-18T11:06:32.806-07:00meltdownpartystalkerpressurepoihead coldwell, just when i thought i'd had enough, i learned that a friend from college, who lived right near here in springfield and was on facebook almost every day, had suddenly died. i would write about it here but so far as i know the results of the autopsy either aren't in or they haven't been made public - in any case our mutual friends (who were closer to her than i was) haven't learned anything http://www.jennacide.com/2008/09/head-cold-meltdown.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-1190027932669587029Wed, 17 Sep 2008 17:50:00 +00002008-09-18T11:20:10.173-07:00Freedom Center Lucky 7 Psycho SocialOriginally uploaded by jennacideif you're in the area and have nothing better to do please come to this party on saturday night! it is guaranteed to be fun. even if you do have something better to do - blow it off, will you? my cohorts & i have put a lot of effort into this thing & so far as i know this is our first opportunity to show the world (or the city ofhttp://www.jennacide.com/2008/09/freedom-center-lucky-7-psycho-social.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-2043766644772580456Sun, 14 Sep 2008 01:29:00 +00002008-09-13T19:20:06.564-07:00meltdowncrazypartyhappinessfreedom centercollapsecatssleep deprivationlifehoopingi just moved my website over to a newer server at my same hosting service. a bunch of stuff doesn't work now so i have to re-install boards, etc, anything with scripting really. and re-publish this blog - so i figured why not add a new post since i'm running late anyway and only have like a gazillion things to do. i am so fucking tired. what's new in news-land: well let's see, first of all i'vehttp://www.jennacide.com/2008/09/my-crazy-wife-i-mean-life.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-6839554385928785773Tue, 09 Sep 2008 19:34:00 +00002008-09-09T12:34:05.483-07:00S.F. Literary Examiner: P@*ss on Ted Berrigan whilst Kevin Killian and Charlie Parker are like genius kidsPosted using ShareThishttp://www.jennacide.com/2008/09/sf-literary-examiner-pss-on-ted.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-4829507274572443933Fri, 05 Sep 2008 22:30:00 +00002008-09-05T15:31:56.533-07:00amy goodman & her staff got arrested while covering the RNC - outside of the convention, where the protests were taking place. ok, like seriously, if i hear anyone talking about the "freedoms" we enjoy here as americans, i'm pretty sure i'm gonna punch them in the face. http://www.jennacide.com/2008/09/totally-fucked-up.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-8634702053659211871Thu, 04 Sep 2008 01:32:00 +00002008-09-29T08:05:00.919-07:00realitysalvianohohoopsand now... the latest in quality edutainment from mischief robot productions & step offa my tip, bitch! films. marc israel and i collaborated on the screenplay for this fictitious work in which kevin and i star as a couple of "hippie loser freaks" who experiment with the LEGAL, short acting drug salvia divinorum & attempt to explain its effect to the camera. of course, hilarity ensues! http://www.jennacide.com/2008/09/trying-to-reconcile-realities.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-3470641400526071784Mon, 11 Aug 2008 02:26:00 +00002008-08-10T19:31:47.137-07:00well... for the past couple weeks i've been learning to spin poi. i got a set about a year ago but never really learned anything but the basic front-crossover. my own limitations kept me from proceeding. suddenly this summer it occurred to me to start hunting down tutorials on youtube and that's what i've been doing with pretty much ALL of my non-hooping, non-social, and non-working time. in http://www.jennacide.com/2008/08/coolest-poi-video-ive-seen.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-2730949177711654698Sat, 26 Jul 2008 00:24:00 +00002008-07-25T17:25:30.135-07:00this is a very funny article. i can relate.http://www.jennacide.com/2008/07/how-come-no-one-celebrates-my.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-1575931671463955986Sat, 26 Jul 2008 00:06:00 +00002008-07-25T17:19:46.158-07:00i went to the most spectacular show last night: the she & him concert at the academy of music. the "she" is zoey deschanel, whom i've only known as an actress playing cool quirky roles in indie films, and m. ward, whose music i've loved for some time. it was interesting seeing him basically just playing & singing backup for her, when he's such a monumental musical force in his own right. i think http://www.jennacide.com/2008/07/she-him-concert.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-8862133218110853216Mon, 21 Jul 2008 19:54:00 +00002008-07-25T17:22:33.885-07:00oh what a month it's been!!! hooping season is in full swing, i've got my sister's maniacal cat pancho living with me, and i just spent the last 4 or so weeks working with marc israel (great filmmaker & a true friend) on a music video for his newest song, "barkley the cat". i'm very fond of this project (and kind of sad that it's over) and i'm also very very fond of barkley, the cat. he's going http://www.jennacide.com/2008/07/fruit-of-my-loins-i-mean-labors.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-2794046860183503996Mon, 09 Jun 2008 20:27:00 +00002008-06-09T13:30:26.699-07:00james kunstler has a useful & informative website called clusterfuck nation. i've read a few of his non-fiction books & i think they're great... if extremely disturbing. but he has a way of writing that's very funny and he can make you laugh while reading about extreme doomsday-ish scenarios for the future. his newest book is a novel and i haven't read it yet, but i just discovered that he was http://www.jennacide.com/2008/06/james-howard-kunstler-on-colbert-report.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-8778675995696957834Fri, 06 Jun 2008 02:06:00 +00002008-06-05T19:10:06.148-07:00http://www.jennacide.com/2008/06/eli-bodi-and-sarah.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-3625214793471331921Thu, 05 Jun 2008 22:17:00 +00002008-06-05T15:23:14.506-07:00here is a nice, concise talk on the environmental & health impacts of the traditional western meat-based diet. i just had a visit from some awesome friends from CA - a couple, sarah & eli, and their son bodi. i used to work w/bodi back in the days when i used to work. i think i met him when he was 4. he's almost 13 now. they stayed in my apt. and enjoyed 2 pretty good days in northampton beforehttp://www.jennacide.com/2008/06/go-vegan-help-save-planet.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-3966030965072561362Sat, 17 May 2008 01:51:00 +00002008-05-16T18:55:26.498-07:00my friend marc informed me last night that he actually saw on the very mainstream ABC news a short piece about how one of the best things you can do for the environment is to eat less meat. vegans have known this all along, but it seems to be a pretty big deal that this concept actually got mention in the mainstream media. it's a very very quick overview of the reasons why meat is bad for the http://www.jennacide.com/2008/05/stop-eating-meat.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-2835725217873600661Fri, 16 May 2008 21:10:00 +00002008-05-16T15:07:10.437-07:00why have i not been here since march 31? it's sometimes difficult to write when life is really fucking depressing. so i guess that's why. and yet i wish i'd been writing since so much has happened and everything in my world seems to have changed in the last few months. for a while, the upheaval was more than i could take. and i just couldn't take it. now i'm through the worst of it and can look http://www.jennacide.com/2008/05/general-update.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-3512895192005382566Mon, 31 Mar 2008 18:27:00 +00002008-03-31T11:32:46.839-07:00you are having an awful time, at best i hate to think what scary things go on inside your head. my own psychosis bows down to yours and feels inadequate; our paranoias do a daring dance of dread.http://www.jennacide.com/2008/03/o-tormented-one.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-8483948922362496297Tue, 18 Mar 2008 04:24:00 +00002008-03-17T21:26:00.360-07:00http://www.jennacide.com/2008/03/star-drooker-grid.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-795881757102595791Sun, 16 Mar 2008 23:46:00 +00002008-03-16T17:15:35.990-07:00this is the same batch of pictures and the blue yonder theme song, uploaded to animoto which creates an automated music video from your stuff. it was just an experiment. i don't think it works well in terms of showing off the beautiful grid. too small, too fast. but you can have the song playing while watching the slide show below and that more accurately captures the mood of the day.http://www.jennacide.com/2008/03/videomat-version.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-1698800487181636131Sun, 16 Mar 2008 19:12:00 +00002008-03-16T12:13:06.181-07:00Created with Admarket's flickrSLiDR.http://www.jennacide.com/2008/03/best-with-blue-yonder-theme-playing.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-6784122726122958902Wed, 12 Mar 2008 23:25:00 +00002008-03-12T16:27:06.169-07:00out by the boat house, i wanted to kiss you to know the feeling of numb, frozen lips on numb, frozen lips but you snarfled, and i said to myself, "this guy doesn't want to be kissed just now." i leaned my head back and tasted post-nasal drip which i always thought sounded like a breakfast cereal. we went skating on the ice.http://www.jennacide.com/2008/03/for-mi.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (jenna)