tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492Thu, 22 Apr 2010 21:57:19 +0000...home of dystopian ramblings, deep philisophical rumblings, and obsessive musings.http://www.jennacide.com/noreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)Blogger91125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-8726424097896069801Thu, 22 Apr 2010 21:57:00 +00002010-04-22T14:57:19.917-07:00 This blog is now located at http://jennacidalideation.blogspot.com/. You will be automatically redirected in 30 seconds, or you may click here. For feed subscribers, please update your feed subscriptions to http://jennacidalideation.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default. http://www.jennacide.com/2010/04/this-blog-has-moved.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-757313424830707404Thu, 22 Apr 2010 21:48:00 +00002010-04-22T14:48:45.350-07:00http://www.jennacide.com/2010/04/winston-churchills-novel.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-2520616609307174816Thu, 28 Jan 2010 05:35:00 +00002010-01-27T21:35:23.043-08:00they're calling it "the mean girls of south hadley" and 2 girls are being "disciplined" for bullying a girl who came there from ireland, and killed herself. like everything else involving groups of ppl that don't want to look at themselves it's being treated as an isolated incident. but if you read the comments after the article, it's SO clear that it's not. i don't like to admit that i ever http://www.jennacide.com/2010/01/nothing-has-changed-in-south-hadley.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-8175808017733238771Thu, 28 Jan 2010 05:15:00 +00002010-01-27T21:15:25.329-08:00hi freedom centers, i used to be a freedm center in good standing (& my downward dog was alrite too). i lepht the groop because 1) i found it hard to communikate because i have mental problemz and 2) becoz i felt like there was a higharchy to the groop which went against my own inner anarchy. i felt alienated by the groupthink & thinktank and i always felt like a fish out of a watertank. followhttp://www.jennacide.com/2010/01/in-defense-of-me-about-year-ago.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-1449374851443727569Tue, 19 Jan 2010 18:50:00 +00002010-01-19T10:50:29.495-08:003 things what piss me off: 1) sheeple. 2) sociopaths. 3) the willfully ignorant.http://www.jennacide.com/2010/01/grrrrrrumph.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-2908961744685693665Wed, 06 Jan 2010 02:36:00 +00002010-01-05T18:36:33.546-08:00jenna & sage go to hollywood! from Jenna Wikler on Vimeo.http://www.jennacide.com/2010/01/another-one-from-archives.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-8855633540046122862Tue, 05 Jan 2010 02:09:00 +00002010-01-04T18:09:32.383-08:00oh, paradise city... wow... adam cohen, surveillance-cam apologist extraordinaire, i am truly impressed by your flood of posts over the last several days, offering "evidence" of the wonders of surveillance. i would like to make you a proposal. i am willing to consider your position(s) under one condition: that you buy me one of these amazing high-tech spy cams that can do what you claim - work http://www.jennacide.com/2010/01/i-had-little-something-to-say-to-ci-tay.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-234532165768565249Wed, 04 Nov 2009 22:06:00 +00002009-11-21T19:19:51.472-08:00i will not ever be able to accept the hilton and i don't care if it has the most wonderful cafe in the world even if they lower themselves to allowing locals to dine there. it is simply wrong to plop down an enormous and UGLY piece of bad architecture in the middle of an historic town, dwarfing all the other buildings and destroying life for all the residents of the green street apartments. it http://www.jennacide.com/2009/11/die-hilton-die.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-8185525554022168186Tue, 01 Sep 2009 21:07:00 +00002009-09-05T20:13:34.682-07:00Jenna the pest?Man have I been thinkin about you- whew-I originally asked you for an email address to write you a love letter, based solely on you inviting me to make out. I think I'll still write that letter, but then I'll expand on how the events of the evening made me appreciate you even more- But beware, cause I can lay down the cheese pretty thick, ha! I wish I could do more than write you ahttp://www.jennacide.com/2009/09/best-love-letter-i-ever-got.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-2152118959980925464Thu, 27 Aug 2009 11:45:00 +00002009-08-30T17:59:08.990-07:00and might i say: 1) what a waste; and 2) GRRRRRRRRRRRRR.http://www.jennacide.com/2009/08/greatest-things-burn-out-most-fastest.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-1349098527662115937Sun, 28 Jun 2009 01:14:00 +00002009-06-27T19:00:27.573-07:00i just went out to cornucopia to get food i needed from there before it closed at 9pm. also needed to get a file from acme surplus. ducked thru as many back alleys as possible but couldn't help encountering hoards of happy talking people on my way. i had to avoid them kind of like how you play frogger. and that's when i realized that i know how i can describe this mental state i've been stuck in http://www.jennacide.com/2009/06/theres-no-rock-bottom-only-more-black.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-5864146138956020639Wed, 03 Jun 2009 14:17:00 +00002009-06-03T07:21:08.100-07:00we really are "a town divided" thanks to the growing divide betw. rich & poor as well as empathic vs. self-centered. this video doesn't do the BID issue justice but i myself am mired in an issue similar to this on a more macro scale... will most likely be returning here to rant quite soon... been busy but i'm about to blow my lid over this insane "doorbell" issue i'm having.this is not about me http://www.jennacide.com/2009/06/hey-look-its-us-on-msntv.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-3095400347035873621Fri, 08 May 2009 21:16:00 +00002009-05-08T16:40:47.565-07:00ok i'm annoyed at some stupidity.i was looking up trauma/neglect/abuse/recovery stuff last night in hopes of finding a lead. i decided to find out if what happened to me, regarding my injuries & other medical issues for which i requested & was denied help, would fall under the legal definition of "neglect" under today's law, if not the law of my day. (not like i'm complaining, looking to point http://www.jennacide.com/2009/05/time-to-play-whats-my-damage.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-6796963380479420332Tue, 27 Jan 2009 08:09:00 +00002009-01-27T00:14:13.324-08:00HELENJenna:next person to call helen, please tell her if she ever calls me again i'm going to do something horrible like try to get her put away & stripped of all her personal rights forever and ever w/a rogers order, or burglarize her home & put nair in her shampoo or shave her cat or somethign. i want her to believe that calling me would be a bad idea for HER sake b/c she obviously has no http://www.jennacide.com/2009/01/freedom-center-is-neither.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-8648479953938518260Sat, 03 Jan 2009 02:47:00 +00002009-01-02T18:55:33.343-08:00i forget when this even was, but i had a thing or two to say. it's too bad that i come off as a total freakazoid. my ending suggestion i believe invalidated anything useful i had to say because it was so totally utopian & unrealistic (city council members actually getting to know homeless people as PEOPLE? well some here & there might or might have.) anyway this was at northampton city council http://www.jennacide.com/2009/01/public-speaking-makes-me-tremble.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-5380373869162853084Thu, 25 Dec 2008 19:48:00 +00002008-12-25T12:10:36.564-08:00a recent back-and-forth on the massage school email list (contains only a few people) incl. my response to a comment and a query, the reaction to my response, and my reaction to that reaction. i left my therapist's office yesterday crying in rhyme, after she'd pointed out the obvious, that there is a time & a place for everything & of course a massage school email list where someone just had a http://www.jennacide.com/2008/12/this-world-this-life-wrong-venue-for-me.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-5659633704503103682Thu, 25 Dec 2008 19:46:00 +00002008-12-25T12:14:12.771-08:00There's no earthly way of knowingWhich direction we are goingThere's no knowing where we're rowingOr which way the river's flowingIs it raining, is it snowingIs a hurricane a-blowingNot a speck of light is showingSo the danger must be growingAre the fires of Hell a-glowingIs the grisly reaper mowingYes, the danger must be growingFor the rowers keep on rowingAnd they're certainly not showingAny http://www.jennacide.com/2008/12/willy-wonka-speaks-for-me.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-8247227325968132228Thu, 23 Oct 2008 01:59:00 +00002008-10-22T19:01:24.398-07:00i think this is very funny... esp. if you go to the page that it's on because the other headlines accusing me of destroying the world are like things i can totally imagine in real life if i haven't already seen them. if you don't know what i'm talking about just buy richard rushfield's book when it comes out! http://www.jennacide.com/2008/10/howd-they-do-this.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-4512950503058349006Sun, 05 Oct 2008 03:58:00 +00002008-10-04T22:27:14.143-07:00it's been a long time since i wrote anything here... la la la, let's see what's changed. i am soooooooo fucking tired, that hasn't changed. another thing that hasn't changed is that i haven't gotten any further on megan's video. i'll tell you why. it starts with that freedom center party that only freedom center people came to where that turned out to be a good thing because half of us are http://www.jennacide.com/2008/10/time-to-update-my-blog.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-7927016979023186486Sun, 28 Sep 2008 02:16:00 +00002008-09-27T19:17:18.261-07:00Dear American:I need to ask you to support an urgent secret business relationship with a transfer of funds of great magnitude.I am Ministry of the Treasury of the Republic of America. My country has had crisis that has caused the need for large transfer of funds of 800 billion dollars US. If you would assist me in this transfer, it would be most profitable to you.I am working with Mr. Phil Gram, http://www.jennacide.com/2008/09/faux-spam-making-rounds.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-9196966955178978445Tue, 23 Sep 2008 14:46:00 +00002008-09-23T07:46:38.205-07:00sadly there was no video of me hooping w/bucket bennie... but it was a transformative moment. looking for an actual recording of him so i can piece something together using his music instead of a substitute like i used here.http://www.jennacide.com/2008/09/freedom-center-party.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-9087814806759012932Sat, 20 Sep 2008 16:46:00 +00002008-09-20T09:48:50.106-07:00deathhampshire collegenorthampton MAhoopingpoicrashi was channelling my departed friend melissa last night when i made this & i dedicate it to her & all her loved ones. i don't really think i can channel, but as i've been going a bit psycho in general the impossible has become possible. anyway it's my first hooping/etc video that i actually like at all... a dance for missy from Jenna Wikler on Vimeo.http://www.jennacide.com/2008/09/dance-for-missy.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-4579413244485496057Thu, 18 Sep 2008 17:39:00 +00002008-09-18T11:06:32.806-07:00meltdownpartystalkerpressurepoihead coldwell, just when i thought i'd had enough, i learned that a friend from college, who lived right near here in springfield and was on facebook almost every day, had suddenly died. i would write about it here but so far as i know the results of the autopsy either aren't in or they haven't been made public - in any case our mutual friends (who were closer to her than i was) haven't learned anything http://www.jennacide.com/2008/09/head-cold-meltdown.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-1190027932669587029Wed, 17 Sep 2008 17:50:00 +00002008-09-18T11:20:10.173-07:00Freedom Center Lucky 7 Psycho SocialOriginally uploaded by jennacideif you're in the area and have nothing better to do please come to this party on saturday night! it is guaranteed to be fun. even if you do have something better to do - blow it off, will you? my cohorts & i have put a lot of effort into this thing & so far as i know this is our first opportunity to show the world (or the city ofhttp://www.jennacide.com/2008/09/freedom-center-lucky-7-psycho-social.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18360492.post-2043766644772580456Sun, 14 Sep 2008 01:29:00 +00002008-09-13T19:20:06.564-07:00meltdowncrazypartyhappinessfreedom centercollapsecatssleep deprivationlifehoopingi just moved my website over to a newer server at my same hosting service. a bunch of stuff doesn't work now so i have to re-install boards, etc, anything with scripting really. and re-publish this blog - so i figured why not add a new post since i'm running late anyway and only have like a gazillion things to do.i am so fucking tired.what's new in news-land: well let's see, first of all i've http://www.jennacide.com/2008/09/my-crazy-wife-i-mean-life.htmlnoreply@blogger.com (Jenna Sunshine)0